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Chronicles of a love walk 1

Lagos Sunset (@b4best 2015)
Hello Everyone.
I have been going through a lot lately. As an individual, a budding career person, a friend, woman, sister and really I am learning that it is necessary for me to put to use all the learning, training and experiences that I have inside. I have been learning and growing painful sometimes, but i know that at the end of the day I win and come out on top.
I have had a Myles Munroe's snippet on my phone that I play every morning as I commute to work:

 "Everything that I need to be great and awesome is in me,
 the tools are ready, the future is ready, the execution is up to me."


We hear of a refiner's fire and I for one thought it was probably just a buffer cousin of cooking fire with a few burns and scrapes we will be fine, but I am learning that they are not even neighbours. Even though as I type this, I am grateful for God's mercy because if He decides to blast out everything once, I do not think I would be left.
You know we hear His grace is sufficient and He doesn't give us more than we can handle. That gives us hope and now as the days go by I truly wonder if I really have it in me.


It is always easier to experience things when you know where all the resources are. You will gladly learn how to drive with a brand new SUV when you know that your bank account can handle the strain of bashing some other road users cars (unintentionally of course) but when you are down to your last penny, you will not even want to eat out for fear that you may just end up washing dishes till dawn or sleeping in a cell (depending of the depth of the bill).

At this times, along with all the million things that are to be learnt, you have to learn to trust on the dependability of God. That is one of His many super powers. Yeah we know all the things we have learnt and seen but daily we have to keep reminding ourselves. At least I need to keep reminding me.
Trust in His capacity, capabilities and strength. He is Trust - Worthy, Bankable that should be an anchor for our soul.

18 These two things cannot change: God cannot lie when he says something, and he cannot lie when he makes an oath.
So these two things are a great help to us who have come to God for safety. They encourage us to hold on to the hope that is ours. 19 This hope is like an anchor for us. It is strong and sure and keeps us safe. It goes behind the curtain.
Hebrews 6: 18-19(Easy to Read Version)

As I offload, the thing that come to mind are that God is able to do exceedingly, abundantly above ALL I can ask or think according to His power (not my fears, expectations or feelings) at work in ME!

Chin Up, Let's go!

Play list for the road

You split the sea so I can walk right through it

Your thoughts define me, you are inside me
You are my reality.

Don't know how but you did it

You Lift me up, You stretch me wide, I am bigger because of you

Credits: Youtube, Bible Gateway


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