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..............Tell Me what can I Do?


Recently i have been exposed to some songs. Not the regular gigs but some that stir something deep in my soul. There's a difference between singing, song and sung.
Many people that are sufficient in themselves would not have the slightest idea what this means.
Its a sign of desperation, utter realisation that you are the end of the road. Its really cute and warm and comforting when your friends ask you this question or someone that really fancies you and you aren't giving them the time of day.
Out of the whole song this is the only line that calls to me.
It is very easy to get swallowed up in the familiar reverie that I've been church and  christian my whole life, but yet you are as independent and detached.
A great icon went to join the line up on Sunday and everybody has been sad and solemn. When i heard about it, a salute came from deep within me. I knew he got it. But when i heard that his daughter and team were there, it was really scary for me.

The fact that this race, battle and hustle is very personal. First Name basis only. When they were alive I'm sure they would have had opportunities to walk in his shoes, represent him, stand in his stead. They would have been covered in the "Myles Munroe"umbrella. But not that the roll has been called everybody has a first Name. So if by any chance someone was playing church, well, let's just say there was no insurance cover.

The last time i was in a meeting where he spoke, he painted a picture of a smoothly oiled engine where his ministry was concerned and now i realise that he had already logged out. If you are not relevant, not missed and not very important then you have a large chunk missing. He had replicated himself so much that he could be out of his office almost year round and they would be fine. Shine the light, BE.

God didn't create you to be macho, all he wants is to live through you. Just ensure you are BE-ing, break a leg and be great where you are. You have a place to fill.
Love you plenty.
Miss you the Munroe's and their team. I know there are more witnesses in the cloud cheering us on.

Well these are some of the songs:  Best cover i found for one of the songs.
spirit lead me where my trust is without borders and Your love never fails, it never gives up and it never runs out on me are the things that i hear when i listen to these songs.

Credits: You tube, Hillsong United, Tye Tribbett, Jesus Culture, Oyinlola Sisters,

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