I have been in a stock taking mood of late. Birthdays do that to me. I have been wondering, where am I?, what do i have? What have i done? How have i evolved? Am i stuck? Yeah usually i've been termed to be happy-go-lucky, but I'm still yet do decide if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Earlier this year i went for a ladies only meeting and during that meeting for some strange reason, i just opened up all my doors and relaxed because 80% of the things i heard, i had heard before or known, but for some reason it just felt like sitting in the rain (Now no offence but you have been old your whole life if you never sat in the rain, sang in the rain, danced in the rain in your underwear or fully clothed or cried in the rain). The words just kept washing over me and after the meeting i felt lost. In places where i had heard this things before, I was known, I had a crew and sometimes family. Even though i tried to mingle a bit and do fellowship after fellows...