Life and Me... Memoirs of a church girl

          First time I crossed from Lungi, a local boat on the shore I have just realised that every time something happens that should give me a reason to be sad, God always gives me an assignment to look forward to. Kind of reminds me of the scripture that says forgetting the things that are behind, I press on to the mark of the high calling. Emotions are not the truth. God's word is true. Know this and know peace. This is me publicly declaring Lord I am grateful for everything we have gone through together in 2021. I judge you faithful because you have helped me and kept your promise to me over and over again.

I have been a mom for two months and I think my greatest challenge has been waiting. Waiting during the pregnancy period and wondering what the baby would look like,  what delivery will feel like,  will the things I bought be enough? Then the child comes and everything is meant to align to her timetable. Sleep when she is sleeping they say, do they remember Deborah has a work deliverable waiting on you? Sleep when she is sleeping they advise, that is except you are preparing their lunch, then you can stay awake, finish cooking, serve and clean the kitchen. Then there is the ministry of helps that you are not sure how to receive. They can only help you in their convenience which is kind of confusing because you do not really need the kind of help they are offering and the next thing you hear is "Use all the help you get" After some time, you get to a point where you are in a rhythm you don't know how it started but it doesn't reflect what you do and you are focused on ...