Life and Me... Memoirs of a church girl

I used a big word today: Kaleidoscope.  If I were to play 4 pictures and one word, that would be my word for today. That would be the word that Grammarly would most likely flag in my vocabulary today. I feel many things today, things that I didn't expect to feel, things that I have to allow myself to feel even though I know everyone has passed round a list of expected feelings and thoughts that they expect me to choose from.  Picture1: My last office mate and I. Picture 2: My first office mates and I. Today is my last day at a job I have had for 3 years and 3 months. Actually, 3 years, 3 months, and 8 days when I began work there. 3 years of highs and lows, questioning myself, wondering, and second-guessing. 3 years of stumbling, learning,  success and becoming good at what I do. 3 years of earning my stripes and asserting myself to myself. For 3 years I have loved, I have worked, I have learned, I have grown, I have invested my life, and today, it all comes to an end. Th...

I have not been having alot of success buying great yam so I ran away. Recently I recieved courage and bought yam, it made up for all the bad experiences I have had. Now the yam is growing and this is good because it should produce baby yams. The only problem is that this yam is growing at my expense. For every nutrient this growth draws out of my  delicious yam, it reduces the quality and quantity of good yam I have if I do nothing. What is your yam? What's that good idea, plan and business are you sabotaging because you are doing nothing. What is that relationship,  position, activity, business connection that leaves you bankrupt because they are drawing more than they are investing? Take anything in life, any area of your life and reflect on what the fact that you are doing nothing is costing you. You may say it costs nothing, really? I can say that i didn't give the yam manure and all so it's not my fault that it is growing, I will be correct. But my doing nothin...